Conrad and I just started uploading our videos from our video camera to be placed on DVDs. We were watching them last night, and it almost brought me to tears. If you ever hear me talk about my son I always call him my baby, but watching these videos made me realize he really isn't a baby anymore. I mean I always knew he wasn't a baby, but it was like I finally saw the huge differences in him. All his baby characteristics are slowly fading away and he is becoming his own little person. I am so blessed that I am a picture fanatic and I love home videos because there were so many things I had already forgotten that Braxton used to do. Made me realize time is moving fast and like they say you need to stop and smell the roses. So thats exactly what I did today. I took my son for an hour walk. We just rode in the stroller and talked. The whole time I couldn't stop thinking about how much I loved it. That night as I laid next to his bed he grabbed my head and brought it to his pillow giving me the biggest hug. He just wanted to cuddle with his mom. That boy makes me melt all the time. God totally brought me to a new place when he brought Braxton in my life. It was like first I had Conrad and now that I have Braxton I really feel like I have everything I am ever going to need. I am blessed!!
