Seriously this is how I feel right now. With my husband being in audit he is traveling all the time. For example he left for California Monday and is returning tonight around 11:00pm. Then leaves again Monday for another week. This happens very often and it becomes really difficult for a full-time student and full-time mother to accomplish it all and still feel sane. I really am doing the best I can. It is just really hard, not to mention I just got wonderfully sick over the last few day. Through it all I actually am proud of myself for how well I am doing in school with everything going on. Part of that is truly because of the wonderful support system I have. Just an example, Monday night my mother took complete care of Brax while I studied. She seriously spoiled me rotten because she was also so concerned about me. I know understand why because I have my own child, my mom still sees me as her little girl. She paves the way for my success. She wants it just as much as I do. My parents are amazing people and I would be lost without them. I am so grateful for them for their help as Conrad and I are accomplishing our goals.
With all going on I will say though we have been enjoying ourselves in the open areas. With Conrad gone a lot we really take advantage of our time together. Last weekend we went to Conrad's rugby game, but other than that we were at home. I did homework a lot, but we just took it easy. It is really nice.
Even tonight Braxton and I just sat outside and watched the stars and talked. It is amazing what Braxton has to say these days. We had so much fun and I must have told him a hundred times how much I love times like this with him. We have some amazing conversations about anything and everything. He is becoming such a big boy. He has an answer to everything and always finds a way to make me smile.
Well that's all for now. Next Thursday Brax has his check up with the surgeon. Lets hope that cast is coming off, because we are all so over that thing:)
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